A heartbroken FAN~~

Ok... Lately I haven't check out LiveJournal's Gazette forum/ whatever it's called...for a while...So ok...I'm checking out Gazette's bebo website..and I saw a pic of a dude...and I was like "THAT MUST BE RUKI, IT LOOKS LIKE RUKI".... But then as I am reading the comments on bebo, I was mistaken, it is REITA!!! I was shocked!!! As soon as I saw the picture, I quickly went to Gazette_daily on LiveJournal and I saw 5-6 pictures of Reita.... HE LOOKS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!!!~~ He looks more darker (First it's Aoi, now my Reita_huhu T-T) In the pictures he's clothing is dark leathery type, he's hair is a bit shorter than before with greyish-blue silver colour, and as usual a black bandana to cover his nose... But um...he does looks kinda HOT!!! Someone who commented on Gazette_daily's LiveJournal said he looks 'BADASS' hehe *he does actually*... His eyes...it seems he looks exactly like Ruki.... COME ON be UNIQUE man!!!! Whenever I see his pictures... It melts me!!~~ I usually get like butterflies in my stomach..kehe ^-^ But when I saw the pictures my butterflies has gone haywire, it hurts my stomach SOO MUCH... Even my heart has exploded~~ How cheesy does this sound...hahahahha...

But I still LOVE YOU REITA!!! *I MISS YOUR BLONDE-BLACK HAIR..and your SUPER CUTE SMILE!!!*


I felt as I was about to cry.... but I managed to stay calm... (I wonder if Tash felt the same like this when Aoi changed completely... he turned darker and is not wearing his lip ring anymore..T-T....but his recent pictures is not bad..but I still like his lip ring, it's his unique style... See what I mean, both Aoi and Reita are losing their uniqueness >_<) Before I saw Reita's new LOOK, I was reading an interview of Aoi's in a forum and I've noticed that Aoi has become a bit LONELY, poor guy, even though he is the oldest of the band, the GazettE, there's no reason to be lonely...it is also stated that he is a bit distant to Uruha, because he doesn't know what to say to him.... *Feels like patting Aoi*


http://gazerock.freeforums.org/musiq-vol-13-aoi-interview-credit-to-christina-astraphile-t219.html
(Here is the interview if anyone wants to read it.... winks at Tash)

What has this world done to ruin to my favourite Japanese band ~~

I guess I feel a bit more calmed now...I just need to close the web page that includes pictures of Reita's new look...huhuhuhu T-T But I can't do that yet, I must read the comments first....

I shall return to the blog as soon as I can and type out my thoughts~~

Sayonara~~
>_<